Week 39 - mixed emotions

Today i hit week 39 in my pregnancy which i hope wont last longer than 40 weeks. Im having mixed emotions right now because....

1) Everyone keeps telling me im having a boy, and i have enough pink stuff for that kinda speculation to be disturbing.

2) My doc's been a little ninkinpoop by being politically correct bout his response to my Q, and all i want is some reassurance.

3) The baby's head isnt all the way down wherever it's supposed to be, which means that im not having a baby any time soon.

The house is almost all set except for getting our stuff moved from the current house. We're also sans water heater, astro, master bedroom curtains (not yet ready) and a chest of drawers i wanted for the baby's stuff. Im flat broke at this very moment, and mulling over buying the chest of drawers from IKEA.

I hope the baby'll make an appearance the week of 7 July cos i dont really want the baby to be induced. The thought of having to pull the little sucker out of me is scary....